The Innernaut examines his own inner process or reviewing dreams.
Last night I was confronted with having to look at different levels of dreaming, different ways to dream, plus a new way of getting information. So, here is a kind of review. Initially, when a person starts dreaming, their dreams are awkward because they are working on themselves. They're going through their personality. This is just a very shallow beginning of things. Then your dreams take on an octave where you start working on the collective, meaning the outer, trying to get more into the overall. From there, you start to see how things are somewhere else, you start to see a quality of who you are on a whole other level. From there, it proceeds back to how you function in the outer because you are veiled from the other level.
So, you have trouble finding where you are, where you are going, you are in a kind of bewilderment. From there, you can come back to the personal. This time in the personal, you become aware that some mood or mannerism you carry is keeping you from connecting to another part that is really, a whole lot deeper. It will keep exposing these demeanors. Now you're getting information that's a little bit about the personal, so that you will be able to set that aside and actually do more of the work on the inner because it is not about us. It's about this whole other quality of our being.
Then it shifts a little bit again, in that you go through a quality of guilt. The one I described earlier is more feminine. This one is more masculine where you are going through a type of guilt or responsibility. And that is when you start getting your information, you're working with the effect of something different. You're getting information in terms of how something is meant to be. I guess it is similar to the feminine way. It's just that you're trying to pull it down, where in the feminine way you are asking to receive it. You are trying to bring it through. And you're inclined to see barriers in terms of the physical level. You can carry on differently from another person who had a dream somewhat like this.
When I dream something like this, I can carry on a discussion inside of myself, in terms of the pros and cons. I wish I could write this stuff down while dreaming, because man oh man, am I eloquent. I can't pull it down like that, but it is eloquent inside when you're explaining the reason why something that is coming through is important. When you write it up, in terms of what you are dreaming, you're suddenly seeing something in a whole new way that acts as a violation of how something can just naturally flow. I can read a little of the meditation dream that was along these lines, but I don't know if it will make much sense.
In the meditation dream, I dreamt that when a system is organized and sensible, meaning, we are a system, things can be readily found, you can connect to a part of yourself that is so deep, that we are at a kind of micro macro. Let’s say we're a County and things are able to function more efficiently because of the inner and the outer working together. In the meditation, I pointed out how this not only makes things work better, but in Counties I have known, trying to maximize their use of revenue and equity that it collects, more revenues are able to be taken in once things are designed to work, rather than being chaotic.
Inside of myself I was doing a comparison. I was comparing the situation to one that worked appropriately and explained why it was appropriate, and how mechanism connected like this were so significant. Apparently, I was in a really interesting, altered space because, I was really eloquent and knew what I was saying.
The principle point that I was making, is that the reason things get deviated, is because no one goes back to look this stuff up in terms of how they really are. So, if they can't find it, they can't catch up with it, they just kind of act with, “so what" attitude and go off in their errant rationalizations. What is taken-in, in this way, when you're quibbling, is being blocked. I pointed out that in an appropriate approach to oneself, if you can let go, more is possible, and this is the reason for keeping the situation in order.
It's a dream that is relating to the macro too, explaining the importance of, when I'm looking at something in the micro and I'm describing something that's important in the macro. Of course, some of the things that are kept in our dreams, all the little deviations, are kept from flying into each other. This is because our idea of gravity is a little misplaced, in that there is something about this cosmos and all of the different cosmos, they all function in their own kind of orbit and they don't go crashing into each other. You know, there is a system to this.
But anyway, it was kind of an unusual dream too, and I didn't have a sleep dream to back it up because this had a profound effect upon me, this dialogue inside explaining, like listening to myself say things. And I'm listening just as intently as I'm saying them and lecturing, like an inner teacher, to myself as kind of a student inside of myself, how things should be balanced and function.
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